Tuesday, March 08, 2005

Which way to happiness?

No, I assure you that your screen is not malfunctioning... this is actually the SECOND post within a week's time. I know... I know. Hard to believe.

I'm at a very weird state... I really don't know where it's coming from. I have all sorts of things going around me, some good, some not so good... I just don't know what to make of it. I apologize ahead of time because most of what I'm about to write probably won't make too much sense. I just feel all mixed up inside so that everything is just numbing. I mean what the heck... tomorrow is the last day of the week for me because I'm spending the rest of the week in NYC. I'm getting ready for the BIG EAST TOURNAMENT, and even though I will be watching the game from a sportsbar somewhere in NYC, I mean... it's STILL NYC!! Wake up TONE! I'm going to see a bunch of people I haven't seen in a while and I'll be going out to the bars with some of the coolest people @ UConn. So why am I feeling this way?

Passion Play is RIGHT around the corner and I am counting the days to get my hair cut. I think I've overdone the Uncle Jesse look. HAVE MERCY!!!! Ok, that's enough of that. But have no fear, the day after the Passion Play closes (March 25th), I'm heading to get a trim. That's something else I should be excited for... The Passion Play!! And heading into the summer months means MORE shows too. I got a case of the acting bug last year and I can't seem to get enough of it. There are rumors of Jesus Christ Superstar kicking off with the Naugatuck group in a few weeks too. And I'm playing trumpet in TWO more gigs. One for an Easter Mass with my friends Sara and Matt and the other one is for Southington Community Theatre (South Pacific). So I have a lot on my plate. Shows, trumpet, haircut, March Madness, not to mention watching Survivor... and yet, I'm just numb right now.

I had a great time with my friend Kelly the other night. I know I'm talking about feeling numb n' stuff but that was honestly was a good time. Although, the movie was lacking a bit. We saw, BE COOL. I could have used something a little more "edge of your seat." All n' all fun and I hope we can do it again in the future.

And lucky for me, I have a WONDERFUL ride to the train station on Thursday morning. You are the BEST, Lyss. No joke, this saves me about $80 EASY with all of the parking fees I would have had to deal with. Let's just hope I come back on Sunday with a BIG EAST CHAMPIONSHIP!!!

The past few nights have been late ones... time to hit the hay. I had a dream last night that I was just all over the place... lost. Didn't know where I was going, or where I should be going, or what to do. I was just walking around with no plan and it was driving me nuts.

Funny how dreams and sometimes mimic real-life...