Saturday, June 28, 2003

I'm not sure what to think...

What HomeStarRunner Character are you?

Today was a pretty productive day...Bought a new air conditioning unit @ Costco for Pops, got the pool water tested and bought all of the necessary chemicals, worked out, practiced some trumpet, created a brand new Gentle Way Judo Club, Inc website for my dad...

...made contact with a possible website client, I'll even read a little Dean Koontz before I close my eyes tonight...

So why do I feel the way I do right now?
(WARNING: IF you are those kind of people that do NOT like to read about someone rambling on and on...just STOP reading right now. Ok, with that being said...game on...)

I just don't get it. I think a lot has to do with something that I had on my mind the other night. I was REALLY looking forward to getting some thoughts onto my page here and of course, it's JUST MY LUCK and Blogger is temp. out of service due to updating. Now here I am, and I can't remember what it was all about...oh wait...time out. I remember. But unfortunately I have to keep reminding myself that this website is a PUBLIC JOURNAL. Anyone who's anyone can read it... and there are a few things that even you blogworld, don't need to know about.


It's a double-edged sword. Many times I wish I could just see the future so I wouldn't have to worry about the present. Other times, I have to keep my Grandmother's faith, which ultimately lead to the creation of this journal:
Everything Happens For a Reason.
Find out about the future...let life take it's course... Well, I got this far with that quote in mind...it has carried me through some pretty rough times. Sometimes I don't understand why things are happening...But down the road I see why. It's just frustrating when you are going through a time that cannot be explained...does that even make sense? Well, no offense everyone, but it makes sense to me...excuse me for being a little selfish... I was reading various away messages in instant messager the other day...one of the more simpler ones caught my eye...and I leave you with a very wise saying:


Dance your cares away,
Worry's for another day.
Let the music play,
Down at Fraggle Rock. ...Thanx Dorie...

If only life were as simple as Fraggle Rock...

Tuesday, June 24, 2003

Here comes the sun...da da da daaaaa...

Giddy up...the sun is OUT!!!

And what better way to spend it but taking the pool cover off. Sank yoo darren for helping us take the cover off. So the water might be darker than iced tea...but, you'll be thanking us when it's blazin' out and you want to cool off. So the pool is on it's way to being swimable...The weather is turning for the better... and the BEACH is on tap for tomorrow...I don't know how much longer I can live out this summertime, no work fantasy...the account is getting smaller and soon there will be no fun had because you know who will be counting his nickels and dimes... Hey Kristen...go onto MSN.COM. They do a TOP TEN WEDDING SONGS list... Seeing as we're still kinda in the wedding time of the summer... So I was trying to crash early tonight... and look at the freakin' clock: 12:02 AM. Dammit. I have to get rid of this habit. Time to set an alarm and get my lazy bones up for a workout before I head out to the SUN and SURF.

Southbridge...ready or not, here I come...

Monday, June 23, 2003

I could stay lost in this moment...forever...

So it's been quite the weekend. And believe it or not... most of it all fell on Saturday. For starters, Congratulations to the Newlyweds!! Brian and Tracy!! Dave and Libby!! Truly amazing...To take part in such an important moment in their lives is so very special. My family wedding was great. Seeing my sister Care (I can't believe I felt the little guy hic up!), my brother, Mike (all decked out in his colors, Airmen 1st Class), Christine without Brett, the dogs, and the lamas) and my extended family. Joe is BACK from Spain...Jon, or "Jom" flew from the AZ desert...Aunts...Uncles...Cousins...and memories a-plenty. What a service. And just when you think that the magic is over... in cometh Dave & Libby. Wow. Definitely my closest friends to be married first. I think Kristen said it best over lunch today. The whole night was simply: Surreal. With all of the dancing and singing and celebrating...we had the time of our lives. And to think that Dave and Libby are just starting theirs together. I enjoyed what Mr. Syzdek (Dave's father) said at one point in the evening. He took the microphone and gave Dave and Libby some advice:
Make Beautiful Music.
Amen to that...

Another chapter comes to a close...and another one opens. Best of luck to both couples in their new lives...


and I don´t wanna miss a thing...