Wednesday, July 09, 2003

To New Beginnings...And starting over...

Thanx to Timmer...I got asSASSinated tonight, J.Timothy's style...The SASS gets you every time... But, all in good fun. I try not to eat so late at night... but I also don't get together with Tim all of the time so it was a special occasion...good times. And last night I got to hang out with Jeff D... Free pool night at Murphy and Scarletti's. And we were also brought up to speed on the history of For Love or Money thanx to the waitress that was working there. I'm so glad I'm not into reality tv...

Thanx to Jeff and Timmer...you guys rock.
The Boys of Beta Xi Representing!!!
X
...enough said.

So I've been leaving my readers with a little drama these past few weeks. My apologies. Funny how life works out. I will tell you that as of my post the other night, that was rock bottom(I hope.). And I'm not looking for sympathy really. This situation is of my own doing, and now I have to face the music. If anyone is to blame...it's me. I created the scenerio...and now I have to deal with it.

Among all of the things that I pray for lately...I pray for strength most of all. I keep telling myself to take things one day at a time. Thanx to everyone that has been there for me. I totally appreciate it. And after all this I tell myself:
What doesn't kill you...will make you stronger.
I can definitely relate that to my situation...it's just the hard part right now...

Happiness comes more from loving than being loved; and often when our affection seems wounded it is is only our vanity bleeding. To love, and to be hurt often, and to love again--this is the brave and happy life. -J.E. Buchrose

I leave you with a little Coldplay lyric...

No one ever said it would be this hard, oh take me back to the start...

Sunday, July 06, 2003

It can only go up from this point...